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Sunday, August 28, 2005

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 03:27:48 GMT

every woman should have four pets in her life..
a mink in her closet
a jaguar in her garage
a tiger in her bed
&& a jackass who pays for everything
-paRis<3

no matter what a woman looks like
if she's confident she's sexy
-paRis<3

the way i see it
you should live everyday
like its your birthday
-paRis<3

the only rule is dont be boring
dress cute wherever you go
life is too short to blend in
-pAris<3

it's fun to be a woman..
it's fun to flirt
and wear makeup
and have boobs
-eVa MendEs

butterflies are always following me
everywhere I go
-MariAh

most nights i end up wearing
a wife beater T-shirt and boxers
-jEssicA aLba

there's no such thing as a perfect guy.
i think it would be strange if somebody
was absolutely everything you always
wanted, because then there'd be no
challenge. . . also, you'd feel inferior
-jEssiCa aLba

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 20:34:52 GMT

never take a promise from a man who sheds his skin

^mY wordS of adviCe todaY^

where we dreamed things seamed so simple
in the meantime, today is now useless
when you already lived a lifetime

infatuation
minor obsession
picture distorted
our love had been framed
still shots become your memories

so i ask who's that girl in the picture
the one that's standing next to you
will she be there, when you are broken
do you still dream in blue??

grant me one last wish
as i take you there && back again
in fact once more so you can
treat me like you treat your others

so as of now
you've yet to prove me wrong
so prove me wrong
attentions to you now..

make a liar out of me
and work your magic
i can't ask the same of you
for i'll discover your insides rot
as will mine doing what you do

and if i am what you say
then why are you still here??

i'm a good kisser
&& you're a fast learner
&& that kinda thing could float us
for a pretty long time
then one day you'd realize
you've memorized my phone number
&& you'll call it and find
it's a ~~disconnected~~ line
cuz it got tossed out the window of love's El Camino
&& it shattered into a shower of sparks on the curb
you were smoking me
..weren't you?
between your yellow fingers
you just inhaled && exhaled without saying a word

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 23:15:53 GMT

[ current mood ] {{ hyPeR}}
[ jammin' to ] {{ coldplay }}

&& now for the quotes <33
..(most of these are from the band BEDlight for blueEYES)
chEck 'em ouT :)

i hate you so much
[that i'd take you back in a heartbeat]

&& so it is
the shorter story
no love .. no glory
no hero in her sky

LIKE A DREAM vision of perfection lying
next to me let me stoke the flame ride
into oblivion - - we'll never be the same

love brings its share of wonder
but you brought agony
that twisted spell i'm under..~~destroyed~~
when you thought you could lie to me

-cause if you want me then you can
have me -cause you're not just anyone

never really thought i'd ever hold you in my arms again
he held a finger to my lips
never really thought i'd ever hold you this close
signed and sealed with a kiss

she dreams of absolution
from a life that's nailed
her heart to the floor xx

anything - everything we had is over
i made mistakes .. you said goodbye
don't let me catch you crying
anything - everything we had is over
when it falls apart i won't be there

these clouds are weeping
frozen tears pile round my feet
we mourn together love
without you i'm incomplete <333

in the perfect quiet
of my after hours bed
i drift to sleep love
to the beat of the rhythms in my head

we'll fall in love tonight
we will rise
the day is done .. [but we're not over]

cause i won't be the one to fall
[. won't be the one to crawl this time .]

little girl with the big old dreams
she's got a big heart and she'll ~~never~~ scream
she said everything's gonna be alright

this time we will run to anywhere you choose
i'll give you more than all
i'd slit my throat
for just one glimpse into your heart

i can't take this anymore
the constant games you've been playing
and everytime you look my way
all the words you try to say are ~~falling apart~~
where does that leave me?

Monday, August 15, 2005

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 13:26:01 GMT

current mood [. SLeePy .]
rockin out to [. *shAke iT ofF* .]

ill leave my door open all night
in case you decide you wanna stop on by

here comes the rain again..
Falling From The Stars
drenchedin my [pain] again
becoming w h o w e a r e.

You're fingers move like spiders...
you've spun a web my body cannot shed

I'm Just a S.u.M.m.E.r. G.i.R.L.
I Wear My [[ FlipFlops ]]
When I Wear My Hair Down
That*s When The *PaRtY* Starts
Who Needs A Boyfriend?
I Got My Girlfriends
When We Get ::Together::
The *SuMmEr* Never Ends....

tried to smile..
&& hide the way i felt

In my memory I wroteyoudown in ink
I NEVER wanted to erase your story
||Even with the tragedy it brings||

Sounds Like A Scene         From The Silver Screen Yeah,
That's How It Was            Love Doesn't Always Look Like
A Picture Perfect Storybook    Ah, But Sometimes It Does

caught you
so take cover
i never saw it coming
.you put me on again
had you && no other
the game the lie
is getting OLD

i stood there in the dark all by myself

Friday, August 12, 2005

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 20:06:54 GMT

Hey Guys iM hOme* ThnX fOr tHe coMmenTS && pRoPs <3 nO quOtes tOdaY buT a Fun LiTtLe fIrsT& LaSt.. chEck iT LoVeS

FIRSTS--->

First best friend: RachEL -- mY nEighbOr*

First car: '94 OLds CutLass CierA <3

First kiss: KindeRGarTen .. Mark HusS behinD the PLayhouSe haha

First screen name: aHoo

First funeral: my uNcLe stEve

First album: KriSS KroSS haha cuuuute

First pets: ChriS tHE guINea Pig*

First piercing/tattoo: piErcinG- 15..my eArs TattOo- 18 buTterFLy

First big trip: CaliFornIa DisneYLanD

First time skiing/snowboarding: NeVer been!!

First concert: BoYz II Men haha

First alcoholic drink: I doNt rEmeMbeR.. ProLLy a SiP of bEeR

First ticket violation: gOInG throuGh a sTop LiGHt :-X

First job: SecRetaRy at my DaddyS oFficE (iLLegALLY!! i was onLy 15)

First date: doNt reMemBer

LASTS----->

Last car ride: @ 1:30 on My wAY hOMe from tHE airPort

Last kiss: dAddYs CheeK:(

Last time you cried: LiKe 20 miNs agO*

Last movie watched: tHe HoT chiCk ( riGht nOw )

Last food you ate: EggS BacOn SausAge & a BiscuiT @ 6am! im HuNgryyyy

Last love: DoLpHUs...& stiLL<3

Last temptation: hMm.. reALLy wanTEd to Drink a BeeR @ a FamiLy fUnctIon buT my unCLe wouLda FLIPPED!

Last item bought: a maGazIne foR tHE PLanE riDe

Last annoyance: mY friZZy haIr!!!

Last time wanting to die: hMmM....iDK

Last shirt worn: wIfe bEatER BabYyyY!

Last alcoholic drink: Red BuLL & vOdkA <3<3

Last phone call: eRicA LyNn

Last date: MoviEs w/ DoLphuS

Last job: HosTess

Last peircing/tattoo: mY 2nd ButtErfLy TaTtoO

Last big trip: TexAs..jUst goT hOMe tOday!!

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 13:57:17 GMT

hey loves..im leavin for texas today..ill be back on friday though (ShoRT liTTle VisiT)

xOx. aSHLeY .xOx

Monday, August 08, 2005

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 20:23:44 GMT

hello loves<3 keep the comments & subs comin* enjoy..

We're all living a reality show
And everyone is always acting their role
And all our lives in stereo
Cause we're all living a reality show

Could you give me just some kind of sign
To let me know that I'm not wasting my time
I just need a reason to believe

so just look into my eyes
then you'd realize
that you're the one who's haunting me

i hope i never wake up
i dream about you all the time now
&& i don't wanna face
another night without you here

So I'll Be Your Promise Keeper
[. Your One Believer .]
As Long As I'm Alive
And I'll Be Your One && Only
And Hold You Closely
Until The Day I Die

'cause i don't wanna waste away
(( without putting up a fight ))

FOREVER ; starts tonight *

there's no way to heal these wounds now
&& my heart bleeds for you

..so i wanted you to know
that i finally let you go
after all i've held on to..
this is my goodbye to you

YesTerDaY you were my best friend
but TomOrroW took you away

&& every time i close my eyes
my heart is bleeding deep inside
but now my eyes are open
&& i'm never gonna be the one for you

i have had enough of you
the shit you put me through
you know i never cared that much for you
i have had enough of you

i held my tongue too many times
even though i should have spoke my mind
&& i have nothing nice to say
so i won't say anything at all

&& I'M SICK OF YOUR COMPLAINING
>> when you're the one who's changing <<

Sunday, August 07, 2005

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 22:55:38 GMT

MY EYES BURN
from these tears
you'd think i'd learn over these years
good things won't last forever

putting all the clothes you washed away
as you're folding up the shirts you hesitate
then it goes fast you think of the past

i'm falling apart ' in
your hands again..
but whats new??

I'm Not Made of Steel
Climbed Up Here To
fall apart

we drive tonight && you are by my
side we're talking about our lives
like we've known eachother forever
the time flies by with the sound of
your voice it's close to paradise
with the end surely near
&& if i could only stop
the car and hold on to
you && never let go
&& never let go
as we round the corner to your house
you turned to me and said `i'll be
going through withdrawl of you
from this one night we have spent`
&& i want to speak these words to you
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue
and accept `someday..somehow` as
the words that we'll hang from

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 17:29:03 GMT

sorry i havent added any new ones lately..but heres a few by mariah carey cuz im obsessed at the moment

standing alone
eager to just
believe it's good enough
to be what
you really are
but in your heart
uncertainty forever lies
and you'll always be
somewhere on the
outside

you were so hard to find
the beautiful ones;; they hurt you
EVERYTIME

friends ask me how i feel
&& i lie convincingly
'cause i don't want to reveal
[[the fact that i'm suffering]]
so i wear my disguise
'til i go home at night
&& turn down all the lights
..and then i break down and cry

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 17:51:41 GMT

life is short...
but this time it was bigger
than the strength she had
to get up off her knees

i broke my heart
FOR EVERY GAIN
to taste the sweet
I FACED THE PAIN

. i dont wanna love you.
. dont wanna need you.
. just wanna leave you.
I JUST WANT IT TO BE OVER

must i always be waiting on you
must i always be playing the fool

everytime our eyes meet
this feelin` inside me
is almost more than i can take

[ i wanna be beautiful ]
make you stand in awe
look inside my heart
and be amazed.
i'd love to hear to say
*who i am* is quite enough.
just wanna be worthy of LoVe
[ -- and beautiful ]

do anything for my man
baby you blow me away